Archive for March, 2009
dancing in the rain;
feeling raindrops rolling over my face. they feel like warm tears.
Feelings swelling up and calming down again.
Dancing in the rain because it takes too much time to wait for summer.
It takes too much time to see my sunshine again.
I look forward to feel the warm feeling of sunrays touching my skin again.
So, after the initial excitement has cooled a little,
I think I can write a clearer view on what I am going trough.
It is still hard to grasp what has happened though,
A girl who is a bunch of superlatives combined has fallen for the likes of me..
Why is a mystery to me, I have not a single clue.
Not having a clue does not mean I don’t embrace it though.
I am unsure about several things in this, for now.
The most unsure thing in what we have now, is if I ever will be able to give what she deserves.
I will do everything in my powers to try though.
The time it took me to get over painful memories.
The time it took to realize that we were for real.
Time spent unwisely and without much goals or direction.
As meaningless the first evenings and nights we talked were, the more meaningful they are now.
Soon, when it really is spring again, I will slowly see flowers grow and the world will become greener and for much people, it will look prettier. The sun will put a smile on people’s faces and they will smile when they get touched by it’s warm rays.
But my world won’t change a lot, because my summer, my light, my sun is too far away to touch me.
It is sad to see that you are so far away.