gedichten en poëzie

i felt lucky
when i woke up
but i know,
it’s not luck.

it’s just normal,
and special at the same time

it’s a whole lot of things,
but not luck

to be yours

een donkere muur staat voor me.
hoog en onoverwinbaar als entiteit
ik zie de top niet eens in de gitzwarte nacht
maar dan ben jij er
je komt hiernaartoe
en brengt met je mee,

licht

ik zie dat de muur waar ik voorsta
in deze donkere steeg
een deur heeft
en jij hebt de sleutel

we kunnen samen verder

yesterday was a big day
I intended to do something
but got blocked by interference
no way to breach the blockade

broken, I had to retreat and
prepare for a next attempt
how to tell, how to try
questions haunting my head

If I have a plan
to breach the blockade
I get blocked by
something else

over and over again

what do you want me to say
so you would feel the same way
tell me
who should I be
to make you pleased
and get my mind and heart eased

once upon a time
I comitted a crime
I felt something for you
that thing was my love for you
which I had never expirienced before
and so I didn’t had the lore

I had to face the world
and even tho I was trained by the best
I couldn’t keep up the fight
and so I lost the battle for your heart
I would never overcome my defeat
’cause I lost the most important battle of my life

Because of my defeat
I’d do nothing but weep
I’d comfort myself
that it was better to lose than to hide in my shell
I would return to fight again
untill I would have overtrown all the men

so give it a try
give me this one chance to correct all mistakes made
all mistakes but one
the one in which I fell in love with you
no-one can correct that one

tegels liggen te liggen,
bewegingsloos
elke voet die ik zet
doet geen enkele steen bewegen
ze zitten aan mekaar,
onvermurwbaar.
elke stap die ik zet duwt ze enkel dichter bij elkaar
net als ons
bij iedere stap beter bij mekaar passend

i’m happy where i am now
why can’t i always be
in this place,
sitting here.

This place isn’t the reason
that makes me happy to be here.

I can be as happy as i am now
with her as my company.

this thing we share
is vital
for my smile

daring to find
searching for evenly numbered days
nothing inbetween
only the two of us satisfy